Verbal Vomit and Self-Reinforcement :P

I am physically aching

Emotionally purging

I am  broken

I am numb

I am empowered

I am strong

The universe had different plans

One thing I’ve learned…

Again

You can’t resist the nature of things

You can’t deny gut feelings or truth

You can’t feel gut feelings and ride on hope

Don’t resist

Don’t try to change things

Pay attention to the quietness of the spirit of life

Pay attention to the quietness of truth and reason

My journey unfolds as it is meant to

According and depending upon my successes and failures

Though the rewards reaped through positive and negative experience and opportunity are not based on ‘actual’ successes (i.e./ in society’s eye/measurable system) but rather that I successfully attempted such things in the first place!

Failures, therefore, dependent upon the amount of non-attempts
Which are nil to none and therefore a success!

Credit for trying

Karma for honesty

Mercy for imperfection

I’m good

I’m always stronger after a good long ‘beating’

I’m grateful for what I’ve learned

It only contributes to the exhilarating and life changing journey of self-discovery
And personal strength

For that, I thank you.

xo