Devi Prayer -- Hymn to the Divine Mother

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Tuesday, October 4, 2011

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Fuck you man
I wasn’t put on this earth for your pleasure
Your sweet sick allurement and filth
Your desires of dirt build you a castle among swine
And the pearls cast before you I TAKE BACK!

WTF?!


Sometimes I hate that ‘thing’ called love

It fucking sucks!

Someone said, “It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all” ~WHY?!          

Why the fuck is it better to love and lose?

I prefer to love and gain: trust, respect, union, comfort, partnership, loyalty and more LOVE!

What do I lose when I lose love? A part of myself, my heart, my trust in mankind!

I lose time and energy, sanity and faith

When I lose love what do I gain? I gain sick days, and stress, and mistrust and more defense mechanisms.

The only one of those I appreciate is more defense mechanisms- but why must I need them to protect me from love?

What a fucked up desired contradiction!!!